i can pee outside very well now. despite the leaves stuck to my ass.
the past few days havebeen wonderful. WONDERFUL. despite stupid parents/girlfriends/ex boyfriends/and everyone else.

somethings i dont understand. if you say something is so right, and never want it to end, promise me it'll be over soon, then what's the trouble? weighing things out, the choice is obvious. but maybe im just partial.
maybe it's that im not ready to give, what she already is. i won't compromise. it's too soon. this has all happened so fast.
i'm glad.
march of the penguins was great.
watching disney movies with you was better.
sleeping in your arms on the floor was the best.

you'll never read this, i dont know why i bother.

court on tuesday. be there bitches. i'm sure daniel will show up with meghan, which makes me vomit to think that they probably sit around and make out. oh god. her fucking unwashed vagina, against his unbrushed teeth. niiiice. hopefully it will be over soon. i'd never have to see them again. as many times as i could've rubbed it in. i didnt. as many times i couldve made a fool out of myself, i didn't. i could go the rest of my life without speaking to you again, but i want to hear you yell one more time. and tell me that you're sure. that you have solid proof. i sure would love to see it.




i don't mean to hurt anyone's feelings. i made a mistake, and im sorry, there's no hope. there just can't be.







preoccupied.
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<3 what's up for tomorrow?